7th november

Havnt really been up to much  went to a bonfire with friends
Sam has been keeping a close eye on me and has got another person involved called Jamie their really nice though

went to see my psycologist shes sending me for a medical check up

iv just been on a 3day binge and purge i feel so bad :( i hate myself :@

28th October

well i got down to 7st9 then i binged when i went to Katherines wedding im such a fat arse had a great time their The next day i binged again

Iv got two new puppies Jack and Rambo. Went to see parnomal activity two its well scary. Took my nephew jake to this play place its pretty fun lol

And im going to be a bridesmade for auntie saras wedding :)

18th October

7st11 weight loss is really slow its annoying i guess i have had a couple of b/p and have been eating way toooo much. I need to be strong and incontrol

Saw lorna she thinking about putting me inpationt the dickhead

My dad let me drive on the motorway i cant wait to pass my test xxx

13th october

Only just got down to 8st i did gain weight then lost it agian this is why its taking me soooo fucking long to loose weight i used to be sooo strong i could not eat for days then not binge but now im soooo fucking greeedy im a fat girl.

I have to see lorna my psycologist tommorrow im dreading it

My friend asked me if i had a eating disorder yesterday i said no i could never tell my friends about my ed

And now college knows about my ed GREAT but the women sam was pretty nice to me but she wants me to go sit in her office some dinnners im not going to lol

and she wants to set me up with a councler :-/

7th October

Todays been really boring had sociology then just been at home took zeuc my dog on two walks

OMG i nearly died in disapointment in myself today Kate made me a salad but it was soooo unhealthy and i ate soooo much i purged it all but i bet i have still gained weight gaaah im sooo greedy :(

My Doggy :)

6th October

Didnt really eat much at Grandmar Gwens ThankGod!!!

Im really obsessed with weighing and measuring myself i do it about 50x a day

I quite like college and work

iv lost 2 pound lost the second one i a day :)

I really like Mikey but i dont think he likes me

Dads gone away for a few days

<3

2nd October

Well i lost that pound i gained but im not loosing weight but my bodys getting a bit smaller in measurments

I bought this exercise dvd for my wii :) its pretty good!

Nothings really been happing in life of to sleep at my Grandmar Gwens tonight hope she dosnt feed me lodes


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